Thursday, September 25, 2008
Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you
She made me take picture with her when I was busy eating!
These are the pictures taken with my long lost pal, met her at the ITE Dialogue session with CE Graduands.
Guess this will be the last entry I am gonna post here in this blog. I wanna leave this as memories for me to look back.
Many times I wish I could revert to my old ways, but truth is IF the old is NOT gone, the new won't come. And this is what you call harsh reality. We'll meet in heaven.
I am quite troubled lately. Because I have been trying to keep myself occupied and leading the life I used to lead. And so it came as no surprise that I am back in school team and the sian thing is I am gonna be playing in the first team. Which means it's gonna be experience players going out to compete with other campuses. The thing with my school now is that we are gonna be sending out 2 teams. Meaning it's likely to be the case whereby one strong is stronger than the other. How I wish that I can be in the lousy or rather in the team playing with inexperience players. But apparently that's not the case and I feel so uncomfortable feeling so confuse. I want an answer to my confusion. I seriously dread being in team 1. I have always felt good in team 1 but truth is I never perform well and I don't improve. Sigh. I can't help but to dwell on why am I the one being chosen to be in team 1 than to be in team 2. Seriously. I don't know how I can improve the situation or turn the whole thing around. :( Readers, please advise me what to do.
I am quite troubled lately. Because I have been trying to keep myself occupied and leading the life I used to lead. And so it came as no surprise that I am back in school team and the sian thing is I am gonna be playing in the first team. Which means it's gonna be experience players going out to compete with other campuses. The thing with my school now is that we are gonna be sending out 2 teams. Meaning it's likely to be the case whereby one strong is stronger than the other. How I wish that I can be in the lousy or rather in the team playing with inexperience players. But apparently that's not the case and I feel so uncomfortable feeling so confuse. I want an answer to my confusion. I seriously dread being in team 1. I have always felt good in team 1 but truth is I never perform well and I don't improve. Sigh. I can't help but to dwell on why am I the one being chosen to be in team 1 than to be in team 2. Seriously. I don't know how I can improve the situation or turn the whole thing around. :( Readers, please advise me what to do.
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
Labels: I am the 'zzz' in your life now and also in time to come, I will keep that in mind.
GREEN is <3
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