Thursday, August 14, 2008
My love for thee;The day when you enter my life. Numerous scars carved on my mind, Turning up, down, left and right. Wondering what's with you inside. Let my sweat replace my tears, Let my sweat flow down my ears. For it has been so many months, Yet i still can't overcome my fear. How many months must I take to know? The mystery that is left unknown. Witnessing ths picture left unfold, Makes my heart turn a little cold. Knowing you wasn't meant to be. Loving you was what i mean. Life without you has no meaning. or it's you I live my life daily. Over a range of thousand miles. When my face is holding a frown, Only you could make me smile. For you never fail to be my clown. Only you could make me whole, The only person I want to hold. You make me so happy so bold. Sometimes just can't never be told. The day when you enter my life, You intruded me, my brain, my mind. Everytime you walk pass the line, My heart pumps quickly all the time. Falling in love with you. Wasn't an infatuation. Being here with you, Ain't just a sensation. In order to love you, Takes me determination. But all I wanted, Was to enjoy this creation. So please I beg you, Don't test my patience. As I need your love, So precious. I always wanted to tell you, How much I actually love you. But the day when you left me, Tore my heart completely. I can no longer find the love I lost. For this love didn't last for long. Since you chose to walk out on me, I guess i shall not appear nor be seen. I know it won't be easy for me, But I choose not to think about it. I told myself every day and night, I can make it! But the memories we had, Came running through me. All the past behaving like a movie screen, Replaying and playing like a non-stop hit. Somehow I feel so sleepy. Somehow I feel so cold. The pain stircken down me, Causes me to grow weary. I wish I could simple stop it! As it was driving me crazy. But at the end of the day, The nightmare is still in me. Refraining me from who I want to be, Makes my life taste salty. I feel so empty suddenly. As though no one is around me. The emptiness that nobody understand. The happiness that nobody could give. Revolving around the world aimlessly. Oh no, where and who I want to be?
GREEN is <3
12:38 AM
