Thursday, August 14, 2008
I knew someday it would have to end. I knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you friend. It's killing me that now that day has come. If it's for the best then where is this pain from. I know deep inside that this is what I had to do, but it's breaking my heart to walk away from you. I'm trying my best to appear strong, but it's hard when part of me says that in your arms is where I belong. I still love you with all my heart, that's not going to change even though we're apart. There are so many of our special times I am going to miss. All the words I ever said or wrote still hold true. But for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you. I know i will still need you as a friend to help me through, because there are things you can't control that is hurting me. We both have issues no one knows of, neither of us had the strength to be true to our love. Maybe we will be together again if it was meant to be, but for now please don't stop loving me. Even though I'm not your girlfriend I'll still be here. With a shoulder to cry on or a sympathetic ear. The story of love can be quicker than the blink of an eye. But our story of won't be over until the day that we die; Until We Meet Again.
I'm not sure if you know or not. But I really do love you a lot. You still hold a special place in my heart. And you did, right from the start. But when **** came along and took your breath away, I was devastated and didn't know what to say. I spend my nights crying, time after time, I spent my days lying, saying I was fine. Little did you know, my heart was crushed inside, And on that day, a little of me died. But with ****, you look so in love 'Cause you are an angel from above. I now have to teach my heart to move on, For, you are now forever gone. But about one thing I am unsure: Why it can't be me, and not ****.
-frommetoyou-
kidd.
GREEN is <3
12:16 AM
