Sunday, February 3, 2008
To be honest, right now I’m feeling kinda depressed and helpless. There’s so much things that’s happening around me and my friends. So much so it kinda overwhelms me. ):
The thought of you, makes me even sadder. I don’t know how to go about telling you the mixed feelings that’s within me. But one thing for sure is God is with me. And im sure to pull through this tough period. Each time I wait for your reply or message to come but I don’t receive any. That’s pretty sad and to my disappointment time and again its all excuses that I think you are giving. Sigh. I don’t know if im expecting too much or im just overly sensitive. But I really do feel a lot about you. Your life, your walk with God and most importantly how are coping with the things that’s going through right now. All that im doing is in the hope that I can care for you more and that you would at least respond or even have the courtesy to at least apologize. Sigh I don’t know man. Maybe ive done something wrong or anything to offend you but I hope that in anyway you accept and take this sincere apologies from me. I’m truthfully sorry and I hope to build better relationship with you, closer in bonding and understanding you. If there’s anything that you dislike about me or that im doing to irritate you, feel free to feedback or comment about it. Cause all I want is to be closer to you. I’m so so suppressed. Blah!
PS: I’m willing to change in order to serve you better. See my heart. –pouts-
Romans 8:28
Hallelujah! Thank you Jesus. (:
GREEN is <3
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