Monday, February 11, 2008
To be honest, im still not feeling very good about yesterday. And I know that I gotta move on since its over. Whatever that’s being done cannot be undone. I should just move ahead and let bygones be bygones. I don’t know how to actually go about trying to forget everything that happened yesterday though. Every single minute, I’d be thinking and whatever that happens will just flashed through my mind. Its so painful and annoying. How I wish theres a faster way I can literally die. What the hell I don’t even know im so capable of being so emo bobo and even having such sucidal thoughts. But don’t worry. I’ll be fine. I just wanna get over this and seriously forget about this. Sigh.
Went to find liping after school yesterday. And after that went to surprise aw over at her place. Haha I actually prank call her before letting her know but its no fun cause she can tell it was me. It goes something like that..
Me: hello, can I speak to Miss aw mei hong?
Aw: ya, who’s this?
Me: so you’re Ms aw right? Just to check with you have you submitted your forms and also paid up the $200 for your upcoming vietname trip?
Aw: huh? What vietname trip? I not going. I didn’t sign up.
Me: oh cause. Actually your lecturer nominated you from your class to go for it.
Aw: but I never never.
Me: okay never mind its ok. Anyway im Felicia. –burst out in laughter-
Haha. Lol. Thanks to liping keep laughing at me by the side watching me talking to aw. So after which we went amk to walk around, get some food and I wanted to get some honey water but it wasn’t open. And while walking, we (me, aw and liping) saw this wheelchair bound uncle. We helped him to the hawker cause we were on our way there. Cause that road that he was taking is rather steep. And it isn’t easy for him as he was alone. So yeah. We accompanied and helped him all the way to hawker and even sent him back. Literally la. He’s cool. Cause he still drive. Learn quite a few important stuff from him. He was so thankful to us and all. Ha. His name is uncle john yeo. Quite funny I’d say. :D
And now I’m in school blogging but its so boring cause my classmates and lecturers didn’t inform me that there isn’t class today. And I had to wake up and drag myself outtta so early in the morning I was really dead beat la. What the hell. Sigh, what a thing to start off in the morning. Sian. But nevermind la. I think its gonna be alright.
Anyway I receive a message from liping that day. Kinda random, shocking and mushy. Lol. But anyway I do appreciate all that she has done and I felt really encouraged and thankful for her in my life. =)
Jiayou liping. Continue to grow in the Lord yeah? Shepherd of mabel soon yeah. Aizai! You can do it. Mai kia. Overcome your fears and what have you, you can do it. Phillipians 4:13
Im having my pract test two later and after that my HRA presentation and im done with all this worries and nervousness. Rah. My big major exams are coming up in a months time. That’s pretty scary. But I gotta work hard, study hard and jiayou.
Go Felicia. All the way for God!
GREEN is <3
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