Sunday, February 10, 2008
Oh crap I just sorta finished my pratical exam in the Human Performance Lab. And guess what? Am feeling very vexed, frustrated and angry with no one but myself. I’m to blame. ): I rushed through it. Why? Simply because I gei kiang and went in to be the first few that was being tested and examine by my lecturers. What the hell. And its like one of the lecturers is not a module lecturer. So yeah. Im feeling all so sad, pekcek and screwed. I know this maybe the easiest thing or rather way to score or unleash my potential but somehow I just rushed it through, mess it all up. Im depressed. Rah. I cant help but to rant and complain. So please just bear with it for awhile. =x I just pray and hope that I’d be fine and it will just be adequate to get by then. Sigh. But in any case I still have to trust God and rely on Him cause I know He’s in control, He’s with me. Though I may fail and didn’t do well but I leave it to Him. God you really gotta help me and bring me through. Ive messed up my life big time. And the feeling sucks. For your ways and plans are higher than mine, your understanding deeper than mine, im gonna entrust in to You. Because all in all, whatever the results is gonna turn out to be You will be worthy of all the praise and Honour. Hallelujah.
Proverbs 3:5-6
Proverbs 3:5-7 (New International Version)
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
And I think I need to grow to be more loving to the people around me. Sigh im still struggling. Pouts. So much so that whenever I think about it, it would reminds me of Gods love. Oh well. So yeah. I need to learn to control my temper and emotions too. Blah! Crap. This have been the area I want to change but it doesn’t seems to get any better but soon. Cause im slow. But fret not. Why? Cause theres this saying that goes, slowly but surely. :P
Jeremiah 29: 11-13
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
Anyway God spoke to me but I gotta go now so I cant elaborate or blog about it but in anyway I’ll blog again if im allowed to and if I still remembers. Haha.
GREEN is <3
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