Friday, January 18, 2008
Matthew 18:15
Ephesians 4:26
These are the two verses that Huiling gave to encourage me. And im glad that after all that’s happening or has happened, we managed to talk things out, sort it out together and most importantly have a heart to heart talk. It made me feel so much better. Why? Simply because I get to share my point of view, concerns and how I feel towards the whole situation. I believe that this thing happen for a reason. One way or another, I get to learn from my mistake and move on.
It’s the CB thing. Haha if you are wondering whats with this CB CB CB. Its not any vulgar language that you know of but it actually means welcome to the Correction and Bye to the mistakes that ive made in my life.
I guess my mistake was that I was being too introvert, in a sense I don’t like to share much. In terms of like whatever im facing or going through I’ll just keep it to myself and not share. So in a way im like sweeping everything under the carpet. I guess that’s me. =x
Being selfish in a sense that I know that both parties is in the wrong cause it takes two hands to clap but I chose to let the matter rest aside just like that and not planning to initiate a talk with her. Very prideful, egoistic, and stubborn. And I guess that I wasn’t being a very good role model especially to my two dear sheep, namely liping and shiyun.
Thanks for hearing me out, reading my blog to find out whats going on in my life. I know im not perfect. In terms of how I handle this issue, it isn’t a very appropriate one that anyone of you should follow. But I guess since the both of you know about it already, can see how I improve from the mistake I make loh. Yup. Thanks for being so understanding and supportive girl! Jiayou. Really wanna see the both of you growing more in the Lord Amen? Continue to grow and learn more about God just like how im doing right now. :)
Its so much about growing and being able to take harsh comments or feedback. =\ I think I really got to grow in this area because why? I really think that it’s a big blow to me and I just felt really bothered and overwhelmed by all that its happening. I know that maybe in the eyes of my leader and to you, im a potential leader. But sometimes you just have to put yourself in my shoe so that you will know what im going through and how do I really feel. It doesn’t necessary means that if you can eat “hard” means I also can eat the same kind of hard approach as you. Everyone is different. And that you have to know and realize each individual’s potential. Theres so much for me to say and continue on but I guess I should just stop here. Enough of saying.
In anyway, I’ll give ITE sports excellent award a miss. Since its not all that attractive in terms of the amount that they are offering or giving. Haha. I shall wait for scholarship award. :D $1200 good money eh. LOL.
In the midst of anger, try not to sin, though its not easy but control your emotions. Ive all the right to be angry or feel frustrated about it, but let me just vent it all out and forget about it for we should all learn to forgive and forget just like how the Lord forgive us so genuinely for the countless times we have sinned against Him. Hallelujah.
HL:hey girl.. it is normal to rub shoulders when working together. but learn to laugh at your own mistake and move on.. :) all of us are not perfect.. anything wrong lets bring it out and solve it blibically just like today.. :) have fun laughing at your own mistake.. lets grow di6 together.. building strong and blibical woman :) rest well :)
GREEN is <3
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