Thursday, January 31, 2008
Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord
Haven’t been blogging lately due to busy schedule and that my com broke down. I’m all so sad and scared now. My heart literally broke when I heard or know that it was dying on me. ): I knew well enough that the time is near. Having such a owner like me and the usage for like couple of years, its expected to die on me. Like sooon. Or should I say now. =x I’m scared to inform my dad or either my cousin about it. I don’t know how they are gonna take it or how badly I’d be scolded or nag at. I’m just gonna get hell big time. I pray so hard that my solution will come soon. And believing that since it’s a new year I gotta start afresh and that the old has gone (byebye!) and the new has come. And I believe so that the new will come, but its just a matter of time before everything settles down. Please bless me. On the other hand, I need a new watch cause my current one is sorta wearing off and I don’t wish to spoil it. And its so precious to me that its gonna be a souvenir that I’d keep. Sooooooooo I’m hoping and praying hard that someone nice would bless me with a new new green digital watch perhaps? I'm actually looking for one that's preferably green, with time, day, and date. =X Woots. I think I’m just dreaming hard time. HAHA.
I’ve never pray so hard, with so much conviction before. And this time round is a solid, hard core one. Cause I don’t know what kinda shit and hell time I’d get from folks. =x this is like so scary. Perhaps this is my fear. =sAnd this goes to show how scared, afraid and fearful I’m. I just couldn’t express myself well enough to bring across to anyone how I’m actually feeling right now. But all in all, I know I’ve to trust God to see me and bring me through this crisis. I’ll wait patiently for the right time for the new one to arrive. =)
Now I just don’t know if I should get a lapop or a desktop. I’m in a dilemma. =x
And oh yes today initially I didn’t wana come to school cause I was feeling tired, sleepy and lazy. But I still managed to convince and drag myself outta bed in no time. So yeah. I just feel that today everything is just so against me. Booo! ): I plug in the charger to my phone and I forgotten to on the switch which means now my phone is flat and charging at home. Blah! Maybe I really did wake up from the wrong side of bed then. =\ I even go to the wrong classroom. And I thought class was cancelled or there was a change in venue. But the fact is that I read the timetable wrongly. How great, anyway I’m still looking forward to WFL later. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Save me!
5:24 PM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
I'm not feeling good, well and easy. ): I want an outlet. You are all that I want. You're all that I need. Can't you see how I feel? Can't you see that my pain's so real? Promise me that you'd hold my hand, walk with me, and we will go through this together. With hooked fingers and stamped thumb, we'll make it through. Am supposed to be in school for camp but unfortunately I can't make it cause of the fall I had yesterday. As for now, I can't even be walking properly. As i've to be limping away. Oh wells, but I guess on the other hand it is yet another good reason or rather excuse I would say to escape from working for dad tomorrow. For now, i'll still be clinging to the hope you're there, will be there to catch me when I fall and still love me just the way I am. On a lighter note, i've got to start mugging for HRA tomorrow. I've got an important CA paper next week. so Yeah.
Anyway my attachment will be in 9th June to 8th August. God, please bless me to the place that you have placed for me to attach myself in. I still don't know where should I go. =\
As for next week my schedule goes like this. Book me in advance. Thanks! =)
Mon - No school.
Tues - 8-4
Wed - 1230-330
Thurs - 1-4
Fri - 8-12
& I'm the best thing that your eyes have ever seen.
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
When your love's not around
12:33 AM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
| You Would Do Most Things For Love |
 You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most! |
8:45 AM
| You Are Not a Cheapskate |
 When it comes to money, you're very fair. You're generous when you can be, and you never cheat anyone out of what they deserve. If you have the money, you enjoy splurging. But you never overspend. |
8:44 AM
| Your Power Level is: 58% |
 There's a good chance you feel pretty powerful, and with good reason, you're already fairly successful. Keep developing your goals and skills, and you'll be surprised by what you can really achieve. |
8:41 AM
| What Your Soul Really Looks Like |
 You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. |
8:37 AM
| People Definitely Like You |
 You are very well liked, and many people admire you. You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around. Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay. Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are! What People Don't Like About You: People don't like that you secretly are annoyed by them. You may think they can't tell, but they can. People don't like that you put others down and like to gossip. They are worried that you also gossip about them! People don't like that you're not very interesting or engaging. You often bore them... and yourself. What People Like About You: People like that you give them support and strength. Friends know that they can count on you to be there for them. People like that you take responsibility for your actions and admit your mistakes. They appreciate your maturity. People like that you give them complements. You make people feel good about themselves! |
8:36 AM
| Your IQ Is 90 |
 Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average Your General Knowledge is Average |
8:10 AM
| What Felicia Means |
 You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings. You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun. Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. |
7:54 AM
| What Kidd Means |
You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. |
7:54 AM
Friday, January 18, 2008
Matthew 18:15
Ephesians 4:26
Being selfish in a sense that I know that both parties is in the wrong cause it takes two hands to clap but I chose to let the matter rest aside just like that and not planning to initiate a talk with her. Very prideful, egoistic, and stubborn. And I guess that I wasn’t being a very good role model especially to my two dear sheep, namely liping and shiyun.
Thanks for hearing me out, reading my blog to find out whats going on in my life. I know im not perfect. In terms of how I handle this issue, it isn’t a very appropriate one that anyone of you should follow. But I guess since the both of you know about it already, can see how I improve from the mistake I make loh. Yup. Thanks for being so understanding and supportive girl! Jiayou. Really wanna see the both of you growing more in the Lord Amen? Continue to grow and learn more about God just like how im doing right now. :)
9:55 AM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
8:09 AM
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Dear Lord,
I thank you for this day!
I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning.
I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God.
You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me.
Forgive me this day for everything I have done,
said or thought that was not pleasing to you.
I ask now for Your forgiveness.
Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude.
Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so
that I can hear from You.
Let me continue to see sin through God's eyes and acknowledge it as evil.
And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my
wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of God.
let me remember Jesus' example --
to slip away and find a quiet place to pray.
It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits.
I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart.
Continue to use me to do Your will.
Keep me strong that I may help the weak.
Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others.
I pray for those who are misjudged and misunderstood.
I pray for those who don't know You intimately.
I pray for those who will delete this without sharing it with others.
I pray for those who don't believe.
I pray for all my sisters and brothers.
For each and every family member in their households.
I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt
and all their needs are met.
circumstance, or situation greater than God.
Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight.
I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye
that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly.
This is my prayer.
In Jesus' Name, Amen.
12:38 AM
